Saturday, February 28, 2009

Education fair

Today around 10smth i go fetch Afandi to company me go Education Fair that held in PISA. We caught a jam in Greenland, maybe too many people going for the fair. Meet up with Singh there.. went hunting info around.. Well, is totally crowded with tons of people and met up some old classmate and friends. I rush to 2 places de.. One is in PISA and one is in G-Hotel.. To those who don't know, IDP having an edu fair too.

The info that I haunt in PISA.

The info i haunt in G-Hotel

I was searching for info.. I hope i am making the right choice. I don't wan keep regreting and disappointment that cause me i cannot chase my dreams. My dreams~~~
Fly- Younha



This song is something like one's chasing own dreams. I am chasing mine too.

Lyrics
I count all my rough breathing one more time..
Another busy day.. goes by

Stuck inside a square frame..
I'm gonna tear down the walls that have become higher and run..

Even if anyone in the world blocks me.. I'm gonna beat 'em..
Even though I'm alone in this world, I can't give up
Even if I fall a thousand times.. I'm gonna run one more time..
I'm gonna spread my wings and fly..Into my future.. I'm gonna fly higher..

Even the dark night isn't going to be able to block me..
Because the stars in the sky is going to shine the way for me..

Even if the world blames me heavily..
When I stop breathing I'm gonna smile without any regrets...

Even if anyone in the world blocks me.. I'm gonna beat 'em..
Even though I'm alone in this world, I can't give up
Even if I fall a thousand times.. I'm gonna run one more time..
I'm gonna spread my wings and fly..Into my future.. I'm gonna fly higher..

Thousands of failures.. But I'm not scared..
Because when I fall I'm gonna get right back up.. I'm gonna try one more time..

No matter what anyone say, I'm gonna start running.. I'm gonna win..
Like the birds in the sky.. I'm gonna be free..
I'm living for my dreams.. Because I love myself..
I'm gonna open up my heart that I've kept closed...
Into my future.. I'm gonna fly higher

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Exam mood

my finals exam starts today.. Good Luck to all my friends and those who are facing their exams. Gambateh!! XD **will update blog on 28th**

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Laptop

A few days ago, my laptop don't know what happen.. The whole thing is like cannot function and i like oh shit.. what the hack is happening to my laptop.. haiz.. now in Han Hui house let him fix my computer and use his computer typing blog.. LOLLLL

16/2/2006-17/2/2006

16/2/2006

there is an incident happen to me 3 years ago and until now i still cannot let it go cause it left a deep scar in my heart and i am still regret until now. Why i say so? 3 years ago these 2 days is the day my lovely dad left me and my mom. On 16th feb 2006, that time i was in form 5 and i am doing my presentation with some of my classmate cause we are going to present the story 'The Pearl' the next day. i told my dad about it so i need to stay back until 4something since my dad 4 or 5pm finish work so he just say ok no problem. Due to we finish early our preparation for tomorrow's presentation and it was so coincidence that one of my friend's birthday so i took this opportunity to celebrate with her, not only me but with some friends. After a while, the birthday girl rush up and told me that my dad fall down and i taught she was joking cause her birthday but her face suddenly turn serious then i know something's not right so i quickly rush down and see. When i rush down, my dad was on the way to the hospital. All the teachers was searching for me but cannot find me. They told me that my dad fall down and knock his head and he is sent to Lam Wah Ee hospital and i stood there cannot describe my feelings. Thx to Pn. Choi who fetch me to the hospital. I called my mom and my aunt and tell them what happen to my dad. They also cannot believe it and also rush to hospital. I was sitting there crying why must this happen to my dad?! When my dad was in the Emergency Room, i took a sneak preview to see how was my dad but what i saw was blood coming out from his nose, mouth and even ear and his eyes was like.. I can feel that he was so suffering.. I keep crying non stop asking myself why why why???????????!!!!!!!!!!!! After a while, i stop crying and just stare at my dad's condition. The doctor said that he knocked his head quite serious ( our brain gt 2 sides, left brain and right brain. My dad hit both of them) so the chances the recover is quite less, i saw my mom stood there crying and asking the doctor is there any ways to save him but even my dad have an operation, my dad will still become cacat. Me, my mom and some relatives stay until at night while my dad was sent to the resting room. I went inside and look at my dad that time, i can feel that my dad was trying to talk something to me but he just cannot talk and he just say ah ah.. I want to cry but i just couldn't.. i keep looking at him and i am helpless to do anything. My dad's heart stop at 11something but the doctor try to save him and it was lucky. My dad keep fighting inside until 1am. That was the time he left the world, me and my mom.. i cried again.......................

17/2/2006

i search all the photo albums that has my daddy picture.. the day, the hour, the minutes he left is making me becoming more sad and more alone. The wish he always wish was not granted.. his dream, his wish, his everything was....... now only become a pain memory for me. On 17th, many people come visit and console me and my mom. Due to i am the only son in the family, they keep asking me to work hard and help my dad achieve his dream and not letting him down. I know my dad always protect me and he always wish that i become a useful person for the society when i grow up. I make my dream from that day onwards and i keep telling myself, i won't let anyone stop me from chasing my dream. Time pass so fast and every night i hope to dream of him, talk to him, see him for the last time.. but it never come true.. why?! no matter what happen, i still miss him and pls let me see him and talk to him for the one last time. I know i always go against my dad when he was alive.. when he say this, i will do that.. I never appreciate what he did for me but i start to regret all my actions when he left. i start to love and treasure all the one's i love and try not to let their feelings get hurt by anyone. That's was the most pain lesson i got after this incident. I will always remember what he did for the school and what he did for me and my mom. Thank you, daddy. I will always miss you.

Monday, February 16, 2009

Memories

when the time strike at 4pm.. the memories that i been through 3 years ago is haunting me back.. today and tomorrow is 2 days that i hate the most.. i really don't want to go through cause that feeling is really suffering.

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Time

time is ticking is so fast.. is been 3 years de.. i hate this day where all the memories come haunt me again. it was so pain to let go but to accept it.. what can i do?

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Is violence the solution for everything?

it just happen between me and my friend just now. is not convenient to say who is he. Many people thinks that fight will solve every problems but does it really solve? I believe violence only make one's more hate between each other. He said i am too soft. really? i no idea. I ask him this question " If someone want to find revenge with you, what you going to do? " his answer is " want to fight then come a fight. " something like that. my answer is this " i will not find fight with you, fighting is not the solution for every problems. " You may like my answer maybe not. Fighting will only cause hate and injuries between each other. That's why many people say want to fight then they fight, they never think twice before doing it. Some people regret after they do it. Like some of my friends that smoke, they regret it but they cannot stop doing it cause they are addicted to it.

why people just cannot sit together and think if they face a problem. why must they fight to solve problem? do they realize what is the consequences after doing those violence action? why people always think for themselves and not for others? i know is not fair but why must it had to be that way??

A few days ago, me and my friends went to bowling in one stop then we met out another gang dun knw from where also.. there is this guy keep watching at us, my friend N was like tidak syiok and like wanna cari pasal with him. I was thinking, u maybe u are the best student in class but u are destroying your own image and reputation, do u know that? i was wondering why u care so much? he watch u only didn't do anything also, why u like want to cari pasal with him?

what is happening to the society nowadays? why must it be this way? is there no other ways to solve this problem? the world is trying to find PEACE but through this violence, when can we really get our PEACE??

to him, u always been a close friend to me, you are smart in studies, love and whatever but your weakness is you never think twice when comes to a decision. you did tell me you will try not to use bad words and you will slap your brother if he use any bad words. you are the one who thinks you have the power to do anything you like. i believe you will slap your brother but what happen if you use those bad words? whenever u tak syiok or bad mood, u cannot control yourself from using those words. you sometimes bully your brother, your brother maybe don't mind but when your brother try to bully you, you like tak syiok.. it shows one thing de, u think you got the power to do whatever you like. this thing i hate the most, that digi reload card rm 50.. when my mom give it to you, you got 2 option to choose.. you can either use it or you don't want to use it. is not that i want to say you stupid or stubborn. you never think twice when making a decision. somemore u say my mom trick you.. i was quite pissed off when you say that. pls la, who you think you are, say my mom trick you.. if i say your mom trick on me the same thing, what u going to do? u sure pissed off de.. you are the one who does not use your brain to think.. i been respect u all the time, i never say bad things about you neither your family but you say my mom trick you.. oh gosh.. i was thinking did your mom ever teach you to respect others? if i were hot tempered, i dare not imagine what is going to happen to you. you maybe not realize it but i tell you, pls change your attitude de. i also gt my own weakness and i am also trying to change. you never try to forgive people but try to revenge. that's all what i can say. no hard feelings.

Net City

just came back from net city with my secondary classmate. I have a sickness everytime i go net city. I only can stay there like 1 hour then i will feel like vomiting and headache. I don't know why but i usual liao.. I feel i am more to nature side.. i can go out the whole day without feeling tired but i feel sleepy, headache and want to vomit if i sit inside net city just for 1 hour. I can sit in front of my lappy for hours without feeling sick or whatever.. weird huh?

Paintball

A few days back, i was invited by my friend Song Sen to play Paintball. well, i always hope to play but don't have a chance so today is the very very 1st time playing.. HEHE

Today morning was raining( nt sure also) cause i was sleeping like PIG on my lovely bed.. skip all the crap 1st.. i poof off to fetch wooi chang at 3smth and the event is in the field opposite CDK(Convent Datuk Keramat) school. We met up with Shaun, Song Sen, Jian-You, Wei Ning, Chee Wei and his gf and some new guys. This is something like a secondary school gathering. LOL...

1st time play Paintball so a little bit nervous(sacred kena shoot.. hahaha). there is a guy teaches us how to use the gun and some rules of the game.. then the games start.

1st round
-choose wrong mask and feeling nt confortable.
-the gun was quite heavy but experience how to shoot. NICE deee!!
-shoot some guys.. and we WIN the game!! yeah!! ^^

2nd round
- choose wrong mask again
- kena shoot at my body.. yyyeeeerrrrr
- accidently shoot someone's neck.. really sorry. T.T
- we lost..

3rd round
- this time clever liao, be the 1st one choose mask.. hahaha
- was having evil smile when see that person shoot bo tio me..
- but dun know which damn DEVIL shoot my leg.. kena shot.. =(
-but we win the game!!

Final round
- Rambo game ( we play until bullet finish )
- we all rush to the front and shoot. yeah!!
- this round kena gai gai..
- dun knw which super chili padi evil DEVIL give me double shot at my head.. jia lat..

it was damn fun and i was lucky.. kena shot liao nt injured... LOLLLLL XD
those who wants to try paintball, u should try it!! IS DAMN FREAKIN FUN!!!

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Goodbye

Goodbye Carolyn.. hope u enjoy ur trip to Mel in australia..
take care ya..

Love Story- Taylor Swift

This song is the best song to listen in Valentine's Day. Wish my friends have an enjoyable day.




Lyrics
We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go,

and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go

and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town

I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

2nd tagggg from Tiffanie

The person who got tagged has to write 10 things about himself/herself:
1) I am guy that not really handsome or tall
2) love to cook and baked cakes
3) dun knw how to dress up myself
4) always forgive people for their mistake
5) always blur.. (just bang a door a few days ago)
6) love shopping
7) love to sit on the beach enjoying the night view
8) living with my family
9) love to listen to people's prob
10) if wanna know me more, pls add me in msn(michaelblizz91@hotmail.com)

Here's the twist, if I tagged you, and when you must write something about me, you can only take 5 or less from the above. the other 5 or more will have to be from you.
1) she is a nice girl that i ever met.
2) she used to be same college with me
3) a lovely and caring girl.
4) a happy go lucky girl.
5) a drama queen.
6) a friend like her is hardly to find
7) she treasure everyone she loves.
8) she driving a BMW.. ( nt like me no $$)
9) alwayz smile
10) i dun knw de, just ask her.. LOLLLLL

At the end you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names:
I tagggggggg.................
I)Carolyn
II)Jacqueline
III) OSK
IV) Rebx
V) Wei Tian
VI) Qin Qin
VII) Yi-En
VIII) JJ
VIIII) Chia Hoey
X) Tiffanie

Tagged by Tiffanie

DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
1)I am definetely a male
2)Love to play badminton
3)want to find a gf
4)love go hang out with my friends
5)A shopping lover
6)love to eat
7)will try to help my friends as much as i can
8)lacking of money
9)Taylor swift rocks!!
10)using a toshiba laptop
11)want to become a famous psychologist!!
12)treasure everyone
13)keep complaining my room too small de
14)using Sony Erricsson W850i
15)gt many nicknames( Liang Liang, Xiao lang, Lightbulb..)
16)Trust is the most important in everything.

Taggggggg.....................................
I)Tiffanie
II)Wei Tian
III)Tze Liang
IV)Slyvia
V) Yi-En

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Nando's

This video was taken in Nando's.
Staring Kelvin, Jessica, Xue Liang and Vern.


FlashBack

This was a video taken in explanade. Enjoy it.