Raining

These few days keep raining and it brings back the most painful memory back to myself. I been telling myself not to think back the past again and again and again but i just totally cannot get rid it out from my mind. My dad used to love rain so much because it's cool and refreshing and just only stay at home enjoying the rain. In this 3 years, everytime raining the old memories will automatic haunt back to me. Why i just cannot forget it?! Sad.. T.T

** Is raining heavily now and those memories is killing me.. **