My personality.

To those who wants to know me more.
This is my personality.

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-Fun to be with.
-Secretive.
-Difficult to fathom and to Be understood.
-Quiet unless excited or tensed.
-Takes pride in oneself.
-Has reputation..
-Easily Consoled.
-Honest.
-Concerned about people's Feelings.
-Tactful.
-Friendly.
-Approachable.
-Emotional temperamental and unpredictable.
-Easily hurt.
-Witty and sparkly.
-Spazzy at times.
-Not revengeful.
-Forgiving but never forgets.
-Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
-Guides others physically and mentally.
-Sensitive And forms impressions carefully.
-Caring and Loving.
-Treats others equally.
-Strong sense of Sympathy.
-Wary and sharp.
-Judges people Through observations.
-Hardworking.
-No difficulties In studying.
-Loves to be with friends.
-Always broods about the past an d the old friends.
-Waits for Friends.
-Never looks for friends.
-Not aggressive unless provoked.
-Loves to be loved.
-Easily hurt But takes long to recover.

My Chinese Horoscope

7月2日 缺乏條理的潛意識
宮位：巨蟹座9º-11º
巨蟹座一
本位的水像

7月2日出生的人，就像所有情感豐富的人一樣，總是能夠受並接納他人的情緒。他們多半有兩種典型，一種會隱藏情感，另一型則是將它激烈地表現出來。所以如果是壓抑型的人，應該學習放松；而外放型的人，則應該設法緩和他們豐沛的情緒狂潮。

這一天出生的人多半缺乏自信，懷疑自己的能力。但是別人可能不會感受到這種不安全感，因為他們大都有所成就。這一天出生的人之所以會隱藏情緒，主要是因為他們不希望成為別人的負擔。對他們而言，設法解除自我的疑惑可能是私人的大事，而且多半不會向外尋求援助。

7月2日出生的人過著一種想像力非常豐富的生活，隻可惜他們大部分將這類的活動視為一場潛意識的白日夢，從來不把它們看做是具有建設性的活動。但是如果想真正地了解自我，關鍵就在於正視自己潛意識的幻想對情緒以及自我形像的影響。換言之，他們應該設法讓自己的意識與潛意識交朋友、認識彼此。這一類的自我檢視需要花費時間和精神，但是這一天出生的人，卻往往寧可將時間花在其他無關緊要的生活瑣事上。如果他們願意將時間投資於自我發展，便會在健康與工作上百尺竿頭、更進一步，甚至將整個生活改頭換面！的確，他們在社交方面的成功，多半是因為能將想像世界志現實世界做完美的結合。

這一天出生的人的伴侶，在這認識內在自我的過程中扮演重要的激勵角色。這此後人的情緒是如此地豐沛與深刻，實在值得加以激發、誘導；但是他們也非常敏感，對衝突、控訴或是責怪之類的感覺容易反應過度。正因為敏感，他們必須卸下自己的防護甲冑，而不是讓人刺穿，不過這的確需要無比的耐心與自我了解。

至於外放型的人，他們的好意可能會因為過度情緒化的表現而被人誤解，結果變得無所適從。這類型的人可能無法處理他人侵略性的行為，一旦遭遇衝突事體，他們雖然有時會立刻反彈，但多半是采取退縮。其實如果他們學會如何平衡情緒和想像世界，就能散發出穩健的氣質，同時深受別人的喜愛。

幸運數字和守護星
7月2日出生的人受數字2與月亮的影響。這些具有數字2特質的人，多半是很好的合作對像和伙伴，卻不是好的領導者。這種被動的特質，特別可以在內向型的人的身上看到；但是對於外向型的人來說，被動的傾向卻是他們個原始動機或行為的煞車皮，因此常會讓他們感到挫折不已。這種情況更因為月亮（巨蟹座的主宰行星的）的影響，而使他們呈現深思熟慮和被動的傾向。這種月亮和數字2的特質經常可以在家中第二個孩子的身上看到--這些孩子多半會對年長的兄姊言聽計從。

健康
這天出生的人外向型的人，多半有點歇斯底裡，容易出現焦躁和憂慮的情緒。內向型的人則多半因為壓抑情緒而罹患慢性疾病。他們都必須小藥物方面的引誘，一個不留神很可能會作出具傷害性的行為。對這一天出生的人而言，關愛的表達不論是生理或精神層面，都對他們的健康影響至深。一個冷靜、了解和有耐心的伴侶對他們可能助益良多，特別是能冷靜安撫他們情緒的人。同時也大力建議他們從事適當的運動，建立規律、謹慎的飲食習慣。

建議
和你的想像世界連線，檢視它是如何和你的情緒本質相違背，並且利用它來解決情緒上的問題。平衡內在與外在的世界設法有效地滿足他人的需求。

名 人
赫塞(Hermann Hesse)德國小說家、詩人，以優美抒情的筆法，刻畫人類內心深處對知性與靈魂的追求，著有《流浪者之歌》、《荒野之狼》、《旁徨少年時》等經典鉅作，於1946年榮獲諾貝爾文學獎。
蘇聯微生物學家沃克斯曼(Selman Abraham Waksman)，在作土壤研究時發現抗生素。
菲律賓獨裁者馬克斯總統的妻子伊美黛馬克斯(Imelda Marcos)，前“馬尼拉小姐”，也曾出馬角逐總統寶座，不過慘敗。
貝帝(Richard Lee Betty)有“理查王”之稱，是賽車界的傳奇，七屆代頓拿500哩大賽的冠軍得主，七屆全國汽車比賽協會冠軍，是第一個贏得百萬美元的賽車選手。
著名模特兒潔芮霍爾(Jerry Hall)，是滾石合唱團主唱米基傑格(Mick Jagger)的妻子。
德國敘事詩和抒情詩詩人克洛普史托克(Frederick Theophilus Klopstock)，以三首詩作《救世主》揚名文壇，這三首詩作並被譯成17種語言。

塔羅牌
大秘儀塔羅牌的第2張是“女祭師”，她坐在寶座上，看來自平靜，有些高深莫測。她擁有靈性，可以讓隱藏的力量和秘密顯現，進而給予人們這些知識。所以當牌面正立時顯示的是寧靜、直覺、含蓄以及謹慎。當牌面倒立時則表示詭秘、猜疑、冷漠和遲緩。

靜思語
我們的影子不是用來嚇自己的，而是幫助我們更了解自我。

優點
想像力豐富、負責任、有趣。

缺點
缺乏安全感、容易焦慮。

Picnic

Outdoor outing means went out from house for a outdoor activities. i think so.. pai seh.. i crap again..
on thus, clement, eugene, cater they all msg me ask me want go picnic on Botanical Gardens on this sat(today) from 8am- 2pm. i just answer yes without making any consideration. lol

due to some unfinish homeworks last night so i stay up until 4am to finish it, since i had to reach at Botanical Gardens at 8am so planning nt to slip de but my eyes like 'blinking here n there' so went to bed.. i slept until almost 8 then quickly take a bath and wear my clothes and bla bla bla( u know la..) then faster faster rush there.. i think i jux wait for a while nia, i saw shane's car, eugene car cuming de.. we like 'gam gam hou'.. hehe

we quickly carry all the foods and the equipment for the games to the field there and wait for others.

waiting for others part 1

waiting for others part 2

some guys see the ball then faster faster go play de. i was wondering that the ball gt attraction? the ball jux came and the guys like cannot tahan to take the ball n play dee.. =D

everyone starting to play volley ball

after that, it become football. lol

due to lack of time, we jux start our 1st activity.

warm up 1st.. hehe

this pic i luv the most.

Shane set a rules that those who fail in games kena push up for 5 times per game. sadly i cannot do push up due to my arm. haiz.

the 1st activity is like something taking the ping pong ball wif a spoon and cannot let it fall down

there are 3 rounds, 1st round, 1 spoon, second and third round 2 spoon.

Nick~~(1st round)

In second round need to take 2 spoon.

it tooks bout half an hour then finish the 1st activity.

going for the second activity. i had nth to do so i took this pic.

nice nt?

i believe everyone heard of playing ' Monkey' this game b4,right?

to those who dun understand: few ppl standing in a circle then a person standing inside the circle, that person is call monkey. that person need to catch the ball from the person who throw the ball.

Monkey game but using football style. Waooo

this is the second activity

according to the pic, does anyone knows what activity izzit?

let me introduce, the whole group had to lay down to put their legs up.. this is nt beauty leg competition k? they putting their legs up is to support the pail full with water. the game strategy is some sort like balancing.

we must put the pail up and down by using feet.

HongKong Feet~~ HAHAHA

is quite hard de~~

everyone gambateh!! xD

we WIN the game!! hehe

The group that lost had to do push up for 5 times.. HAHAHA..

after push up, Cater looks like half dead fish.. MUAHAHA

they seem planning how to WIN next round.. haha

Erine~~

I hav no idea who took the following 2 pic but is nice dee..

The following activity is passing the ballons

WE WIN AGAIN!! YEAH!! so the result between the 2 groups are 4:0

so we hav the chance to throw WATER BALLONS to the other team!! YEAH!!

everyone is preparing to FIRE THE HOLE!!!!!!!

wei, lose liao ma accept punishment lo.. dun talk about strategy de.. lol

the other group is like 'Robbers met Police'.. HAHAHA.. all surrender. lalala~~

A group photo~~

everyone enjoying themselves.

due to the tiredness of playing so much activities..

everyone is having lunch n makan here there, rest here n there..

Some of the guys n girls planning go walk walk in the 'jungle'

I stay until like 1 something then i had to go back due to mom need to use the car. I also quite tired playing the whole day dee.. go back sure sleep de..

Ends here.

My feeling

This is one of the songs i luv the most from Big Bang

Haru-Haru from Big Bang


This songs express my feelings these few dayz.

Lyrics(English Version)
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye...

Penang Bridge International Marathon

Penang Bridge Marathon that held every year, due to motivation from my friends and my college admin so i jux give a try. actually i would luv to try the Fun Run but they say 1st time running should try the Half Marathon that is the 25km.

the night before the run, i went to Irwin's house to kill my boredom so i went to his house around 8smth and calvin called and ask go out dinner later at 9.30pm. After reaching Irwin's house that located at Tanjung Bungah(near Tarc there). due to Irwin want to go out at 10smth so he seem nt joing us but his bro Melvin join me to meet cal in Pulau Tikus market. We fetch Qin Qin at her house. We were late like half an hour due to the traffic jam in front Gurney Plaza cuz the grand new opening of the new Gurney. Eveyone seems to be so excited to rush there maybe got 'first 100 customer got discount or whatever discount' all jux using marketing strategies. After we hav out dinner, i fetch Qin Qin back then i headed Irwin's house to drop Melvin. We need to reach QB at 3smth so i chat wif Melvin until 1 smth then i went off dee.

maybe due to excitement, i accidently left my registration card in Irwin's house and i jux realize it when i go fetch Singh in Sunshine in Sungai Ara. After that, we headed to QB there to park my car. Although is like 2something in the morning, QB is like so crowded wif 'millions' of participants. I think most of the people scared of traffic jam so they reach QB early. When we reach there, those who ran for the full marathon started their run. OMG, they run for 42km leh..

i sure half way kena call ambulans de.. HAHAHAA.

Before the half marathon starts, we had to do some basic exercise such as streching ur body and legs and more de. After that, we started our half marathon journey de at 4.30am. When Singh started to run, he suddenly stop and said 'Penang Traffic Jam' cuz a lot of ppl blocking here and there so he is like hardly to cut.

We running when the sun rise

nice pic de

at this time, most of the participants heading back to the final check point

This run makes me realize something. When u driving in Highway u think the penang bridge is very short de but when u run, is like so damn long man. If nt mistaken, me and Johnny use 1 hour to finish 13.5km. so 2 hours for the whole bridge. The requirement for a certificate and a Medal is finish 25km in 3.5 hours but sadly i finish in 4 hours de. more half an hour and no cert, no medal. nvm lar, next year stil got chance. hehe..

i reach the final checkpoint around 8.30 de and faster rest my 2 beloved legs. is hurts like bloody hell. I think i wear the wrong shoes, i wear my badminton shoes and nt a jogging shoes and cause my legs very pain. haiz..

The whole thing ended around 10smth, actually we plan to go eat breakfast wan but hor.. Singh complaining his leg pain, Afandi ok, Ben going back, Johnny wan go Qb eat and a friend of mine(KAREN) from butterworth feel tired and dun wan to join me for breaksfat so nvm lo.. since so little ppl then cancel it. I went back and sleep like ' DEAD FISH'. Although the sleep is nt that nice cuz whenever i try to turn my body to the other side of my bed, my body hurts. T.T

i going to rest earlier dear readers. Goodnight.

i think i am going to take 2 tongkats to skul 2molo. HAHAHAHA

Redbox

Today planned going redbox singing.

i woke up at 11smth again. i so lazy to wake up from my bed due to the raining last night. It was like so damn nice until u dun wann leave a step from ur beloved bed.

i quickly make the basic things then went out de but mom ask me to fetch her to buy something so faster faster fetch her then i pi fetch Irwin. he said he dun wanna go cuz he scared he trouble me for fetching him so far. actually nvm lar.. friends for so long so ma go together lo.. lolx

actually my plan is go fetch Irwin then go fetch Qin Qin then go fetch Lynette then go gurney.

but things seem went a little bit upside down but stil manage to fix it.

Qin Qin was nt at home but in a office so i cannot go fetch her but she is driving there.

we went to college to fetch Lynette and she told me 1pm so wait lo.. i msg her and she told me to wait until 1.3. i taught is 1.15 but actually is 1.30pm... kena ppk... bad de..

i dun care de lar.. jux wait nia since is going to be a happy hour later. go fetch them to gurney then drop them at the gurney entrance there then i go parking dee. since Qin Qin is coming so i waited for her, i company her to mph to buy her books then we rush to redbox, we seem a little bit too late cuz lynette start to release her ' GORGEOUS' voice.

Irwin, Lynette, Qin Qin and cal

Lynette, Qin Qin and Cal(i 4get wht song they sing dee)

oh my goodness(Lynette, u r singing or laughing?)

Irwin, dun feel shy when singing. xD

u both come redbox singing wan or promoting the redbox catalogue? =.=''

Me and Irwin

i was wondering that calvin is singing or shouting?

(due to we pick 3 very keat songs. Its my life-Bon Jovi, Numb- Linkin Park, I don't want to miss a thing- Aerosmith. we sing continously)

Lynette, Calvin and Me

Lynette can be say to be the winner cuz her voice is like so nice. she loves to sing all the time but 1 thing is she alwayz pick those old songs or songs that i never heard before. weird.

i found a song i luv the most David Archuleta-Crush. at last they got the song in Redbox. i so love it man.. haha

Me, Cal, Qin Qin and Irwin choose quite a number of Korean Songs such as BOA, Se7en and a few more. My favourite Big Bang only got 1 song Haru Haru but no lyrics. how ppl going to sing without lyrics? =.='''

Qin Qin had to fetch her sis so she left earlier around 4.30pm and 1 more damn thing happen. Lynette went out while we were singing and we taught she went to wash room but after a while she stil din came back so i ask Cal use my cellphone to call her and u know what she said? She is choosing shoes. WTF!! where gt ppl go choose shoes in half way of singing? haiz..

the whole happy hour ended at 5pm but sadly i cannot sing Moving Mountains- Usher. the song is nice but no chance. never mind. stil gt next time.

Story ended. Goodnight.